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Interests: well, i guess you could say my number 1 interest are my friends. they are the ones who keep me going from day to day. i also really enjoy softball and baseball. anything to deal with those two, i'm a happy camper. most people know that already. im also big into doing stuff on the computer, and photography. i love doing almost anything where i can just be myself and act stupid and silly.
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Member Since: 10/16/2004

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

Currently Listening
See the Morning
By Chris Tomlin
How Can I Keep From Singing
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wow.. over a month again. i guess you could say i always forget about xanga, or else i just dont know what to type on here. i think msn has taken over xanga in my case.

well, school is over. hooray! :) at least for 1st semseter. next semester should be alot better i think. just with classes and with everything else. im already excited for it, and i've been home for christmas break for almost a day now. haha how sad is that?! oh well...

i start working at the good old kmart again tomorrow afternoon.. 40 hours this week and hopefully next week as well. i hate sitting at home like i am now.. its just something i can't do for long and it gets to me because my mom is constantly yelling at me it seems. i guess its what i get for being the middle child along with the only girl.

seems like im the only one going back to school next semester outa my family too.. great, even more pressure on me now. just what i dont want from my parents. most days, it seems to me like its so hard to make them proud of me.. with everything i do at school.

i dont know what im goign to do without Jacob's Well every sunday and CRU every tuesday.. its become part of me, and i think i need that to keep me going from day to day. i get super crabby and angry at everything if i dont go every week. i dont know why. i think its because its just a place where i can sit and think and just being in that place just reassures me that everything will be okay in the end. and if its not okay, then its not the end. it usually gives me a good perspective on life and on everything. especially since in the last few weeks, i have had two people dear to me die, and i was not able to go to their funeral, which was hard on me. but i know that its alright, because i will be able to see them again up in the wonderful place called heaven! :) i think it has been super hard on my dad, dealing with all this, because it was his aunt and his friend that he's known for like ever. but i know he'll get through it, he's a bromley and we're undestructable!

but i dont know what im going to do without school, or my friends that mean the world to me, or all that fun stuff for 3 weeks. i hope work keeps my mind off it and that it will go by fast, even though i want break to go by slow at the same time. we'll see what happens.

ps.. i got a hair cut today, and i hate it and its short, and i wanna take back time and not get one. ugh. why do i get hair cuts?? i dont know what to do with my hair now. help! haha.

merry CHRISTmas to all, and to all a good..well, day!

-*bRoMs


Monday, November 06, 2006

Since school started here this year, lots have changed for me... im getting more involved in activites such as Jacob's Well, and CRU... and its been AMAZING so far. i've met the greatest friends, and i never wanna loose them..and you know who you are! :) you guys are awesome. i
I havnt been home yet since school started in august... but i plan on going home for thanksgiving and im super pumped.which means i will get to see the one and only whitney shea! you are my hero hun, and you always will be!! i love you to death, and never forget it! i've just been too busy to be able to make it home on a weekend.. with retreats and hockey games and football games, and homecoming, and just wanting to stay here to hang out with friends..
ever since i started college a year ago, i have changed in so many ways. and i know its because God is working in me and he's shaping me the way he wants me to be. and im so thankful for it. hes amazing. i had a way different picture of what college was going to be like, and i never pictured it this way..but now i wouldn't change what it is for anything!!
and that's why im putting these lyrics on here..they are wonderful lyrics that I heard at Jacob's well last night. I heart the songs we sing there. they are also amazing! this picture is a group picture of all the new friends i've met this year...and love to death!
love.. *bRoMs



Love so incredible to know
It’s never gonna go, never gonna go
Love too impossible and true
For anyone but You, for anyone but You
I think I’m on the brink of something large
Maybe like the breaking of a dawn
Or maybe like a match being lit
Or the sinking of a ship, letting go gives a better grip

I’m finding everything I’ll ever need
By giving up, gaining everything
Falling for You for eternity
Right here at Your feet, where I want to be
I am Yours

Love so indelible to know
You’re never gonna go
You’re never gonna go
Love too unthinkable and true
For anyone but You
For anyone but You

Forever and ever and ever and ever and...



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Thursday, June 01, 2006

Currently Listening
Lifesong
By Casting Crowns
while you were sleeping
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wow over a month since i've updated this thing. sorry guys. i dont even know who still reads this thing but yeah i dont care, cuz i dont think many do read it. schools out-yay. which means work and playin softball. we finally had our first game today (wed.) on my birthday, which was sweet. i really wish my parents would have been there tho. that would have been nice. but who knows why and stuff. i guess ill live..and thanks to everyone for getting me through that night of terror. i love you all dearly. and you know who you are. i feel somewhat better for finally getting that off my chest at my parents. i hope they understand now how i feel about everything and why im usually crabby at them for little things. but i think its time for bed, and i hope my parents write back to me from the note i wrote them. i just wish for once they would listen to me, and then maybe i wouldn't get the way i got tonight. tonight was crazy and i hope it never happens again, cuz now im starting to hate myself for what i did. and i regret it kinda cuz birthdays only come once a year, and who knows what could happen in a year. hopefully everyones still here for my next bday and it will be a better one. i usually try to look for the good in every situation, but i just coudn't find any tonight...and i hate being crabby, thats why im usually the happy/cheerful person that i am. college has changed me alot-for the good. and my parents think its for the bad. but they only see the bad because they bring it on themselves half the time. but that's all for now. my eyes hurt terribly from all the crying i did tonight for about 3+ hours...i love you all dearly!
-love.. *bRoMlEy


Sunday, April 16, 2006

Currently Listening
Casting Crowns
By Casting Crowns
Who Am I
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1 Peter 1:3
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead"

I heard a funny bunny say,
"I just go nuts on Easter day.
I hide about a zillion eggs
And baskets tangle up my legs.

"I'm tired, my eyes are full of tears
And overflowing to my ears.
If I'm to work more Easter Days
At my age I should change my ways

"I know I must do something rash
So I'll start saving all my cash
Then next year, with a little luck
I'll deliver in my pick up truck."

Happy Easter to all!! Hope everyone had a great Easter!!


Sunday, April 02, 2006

Currently Listening
Unwritten
By Natasha Bedingfield
Unwritten
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I'm sitting here filled with wonder
At the amazing things you do
How the waters stay in the oceans
And the vast beauty of the view

How the stars are hung in the sky
Within them is written your word
How we are the following sheep
And you are the only Shepherd

How the sky is painted with color
Bursts of orange in the sunset glow
How much knowledge it took to make
And how little us humans know

How intricately you planned it
There was nothing you left unthought
From the delicacy of a baby
To all the sins of ours you bought

There's no other love that's out there
As deep and as faithful and true
No other comfort to be found
Because nothing compares to you

Nothing compares to your miracles
Or the listening time you spend
How you always take good care of us
And our broken hearts that you mend

To us, our problems like mountains
To you, they're no problem at all
You're ever so watchful and there
To help catch us, when we do fall

I'm just sitting here filled with wonder
At the awesome things that you do
At being our Lord and Savior
Because nothing compares to You!



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